when someone you thought was your best friend calls someone else their best friend
(via foolishlyfetteredmind)
College shit.
Being a high school student is like the middle section of finding your true friends and the one you love. As a 4th year student, it just like sucks that you’ll soon graduate from the school you got used to. Of course you see your friends, classmates, teachers. But it’s like, everyday that time passes by, you’ll soon leave high school. I dunno, it’s like maghihiwalay na kayo ng mga friends mo, maghihiwalay na kayo ng best friends mo at higit sa lahat ng mahal mo. ☹ Pero diba before entering college, of course you already have this dream school of yours that you want to enroll to. Gusto mo sama-sama padin kayo, kasi sobrang naging close na kayo sa isa’t isa. It just like hurts that hindi na kayo magaaral sa isang bubong ng mahal mo. You already had plans na sabay kayo every morning papasok and such. Pero dahil lang sa hindi ka pumasa sa school na gusto mo pasukan na naipasa ng girl mo, tangina lang. Ngayon, after ko malaman yung results ko sa school na pinag-examan ko sobrang nalungkot ako. I don’t know what went wrong pero, sobrang dali lang naman talaga nung exam. It’s like, sa dali ng exam na yon feel mo pasado ka na, kasi alam mo yung answers, pero hindi eh. ☹ It’s like all you’ve wanted was turned down in front of you. Dreams shattered ba? -_____- Then I thought “pano na yan? hindi ako pumasa, hindi ko na makakasama si *insert name here*.” Of course I need to think of another school na gusto ko pasukan. Pero, gusto ko yung malapit sakanya, but as much as possible that school has my course. Like, the course that I wan’t is like not available in the school that is near to her school. But, my other choices of courses are there wala lang don yung pinaka-gusto ko. Someone told me: “i-secure mo muna yung future mo, bago mo siya isipin. kasi kung kayo naman talaga para sa isa’t isa then kayo. Kahit gano kalayo pa yang school mo sa school niya kung kayo, edi kayo. kaya niyong gawan ng paraan yan. kung ayaw may dahilan kung gusto parating merong paraan. Kapag na-secure mo na yung future mo, edi mas magkakaroon kayo ng magandang buhay in the end kung kayo parin talaga diba? might as well do that first.” Hell that person is right, but gusto ko padin mas malapit sakanya kasi gusto ko siya makasama. Naiiyak tuloy ako tuwing iisipin yon, ang sakit lang kasi. You won’t be able to see her like when you we’re in high school, less time to talk to her, less time to see her, less time to be with her. But yes, my friend is sooooooooo right. ☺ Kung ayaw may dahilan, kung gusto parating merong paraan. We could do this. I just wan’t to say to you, AMPP no matter what happens, I’ll always love you. ♥
